basing your happiness off someone else will always eventually cause unhappiness
(Source: ukku)
if i went missing out of everyone’s life and could watch how people reacted, it’d be interesting to see who missed me the most, who searched the longest to find me before giving up and who never stopped feeling the pain of me being gone
(Source: ukku)
i don’t understand how things are still my fault when i’m ignoring you on purpose to help you be happy with your new relationship, i know if i talk to you and we’re friends i’ll only interfere and i really don’t want to
you should be happy and if you aren’t then he will be there for you…. if he isn’t then i guess your relationship has some problems but i hate feeling guilty and to blame for your unhappiness when i’m trying to keep out of your life like you told me to just to help you, even if you don’t see that i’m helping….
keeping your head up when you’re upset is not something i’ve ever been good at but lately i’ve tried to spend time with friends and forget things and purely let myself find happiness and i have been heaps happier, but occasionally i’ll see something or my mood will randomly sink and i can’t do anything about it
i feel like i’m either going to drop right back into depression or i’m going to be consistently happy all the time but i feel really close to either of those situations and i’m scared
moving schools better help to leave all of my shitty past behind and then at least i can remember it and use it to help me in future situations but not have to be immersed in all the past drama that i became involved with at my old school with my ex’s
life is confusing but will always get better when you have a good outlook
sometimes it just takes longer for things to get better
patience is a virtue
