i've been reading the stuff about that girl.. and i just wanted to say.. i've been in her position before, and one things for sure she does love you. but i think she might just be scared herself? have you ever hurt her? because what happened to me was this guy hurt me so badly i left after a long time and then he realised what he lost like a week later.. and i was way to scared to take him back but i wanted to more than anything. it was like i was using/hurting on purpose but i didnt. because i loved him. and my parents also wouldnt let me go back to him either because of what happened before. so yeh. my opinion, she loves you but thinks she shouldn't and can't. so she pretends and hides. hopefully this helps?
This is like my EXACT situation. The fuck? Are you the girl.. or..?